Ever since first semester started, I've been busy non stop trying to balance school, getting into univeristy and cosplay all together. I seriously wish I can take ONE day and do nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING and feel good about it. But if I do that I know I'm screwed because I need all the time I can get.

school
because I decided to take engineering last minute I realized I had to take physics. Not only that, I had to retake english because I slacked off in english first semester and I didn't realize that I needed english to get into engineering for uni. :/ Which I guess is my fault.
So this semester I'm taking physics, calculus, social, fashions and English online.
English and physics I'm most worried about because for eng I didn't think that online would be that bad but in reality theres a shit ton of things to do and every time I catch up, I end up being behind again next week.sdlfndskfjndsf
Physics I'm stressed about because I haven't taken it since 2 years ago and I basically forgot all the important principles so I'm frantically studying non stop.
Calculus is okay, I'm at a 90+. I'm not worried about failing the class, I'm worried about not getting a 90 :/
Social is a relaxed class because LOL its 30-2 (so glad I took it)
and Fashions is kind of stressful too but I'll explain the details in a couple of seconds.


cosplay

SHIT SAKURA CON IS LESS THEN A MONTH AWAY. SDKJNBFDKJSFNDKJSFNKDJF/ panicing yet excited

Ranka Lee ~ Sakura Con 2012
Ranka is 60% done. the only things I have left to do is sew her thigh high socks, her garters, her shorts, make her hat and do something with her shoes.
HER SHOES ARE GIVING ME A HEAD ACHE I MEAN COMMON, HEALS DON'T WORK LIKE THAT RANKA! [link]


Toudou Heisuke/ Western Outfit ~ Sakura Con 2012
I am technically 10% done since lovely styled my wig. I'm not really worried about this costume since I can finish it in one day (I won't take my chances and I'll work on it slowly)  but I have to go to ~x-Vaults house to dye his little cape thingy. yep.

Lenalee Lee / 3rd uniform ~Sakura Con 2012
Its 95% done. Its mostly just fixing little things here and there but I will most likely not even touch this costume at all because I'm only wearing it on a short day and for a photo shoot. so, consider it done XD MUST FINISH EVERYTHING ELSE FIRST.

Kotetsu T. Kaburagi ~Otafest 2012
I-I don't even know.

secreto cospurai with (though some of you know it already) ~ Otafest 2012
THIS COSTUME IS MAKING ME CRY. There's so many things I have to do for this costume AND I HAVE TO FINISH IT BY MAY 16th. This is cuz my fashions teacher is pushing me to finish it on the day on the fashion show so I can display it. which means, no all nigher the day of ota but an all nighter 2 days before ota...  Basically its a really difficult costume and I would probably need a year or two to finish but I have two 2 months instead.
.. All my cries

Tsunayoshi Sawada
I don't even know at this rate. actually, if I manage to find his sweater at sakura con or CCEE I'll cosplay him friday, but if I can't find it... ;_______; I WANT TO BE PART OF THE TRI NI SET THOUGH SDKFJDJSNF

Artist Alley
and I officially have a table at AA.
at first I was like "OMG YAY" but then I realized, "SHIT I ACTUALLY HAVE TO WORK ON PRINTS" and now I've been drawing at least 1 hour a day. why can't my hand move any faster ;_;



TL;DR
I have a shit ton of things to do and its making me stressful and I really hope its all worth it in the end.
btw I'm also gravely sick because of all this.
But I believe that if I'm able to pull through all this, I think I'm slightly prepared for Uni.